The very lovely mynxi called me and let me cry down the phone to her till I wasn't crying anymore. And then she made me laugh.
Some thoughts I have today:
Just because you are deserving of something is no guarantee that you will get it.
Chalking up good karma is also no guarantee that you will get to cash it in - it doesn't work that way and it's not why you do good things.
It hurts pretty much the same when a relationship ends, regardless of how good or bad it, itself, was. And there should be a kickback or a refund for that. But there isn't.
Also, I am surrounded by the most amazing people who abound with endless love, forgiveness, wisdom and patience. And I am every day a better person because they are in my life. And I don't think I listen half as much as I should nor ask for help or advice half as much as I should. And I'm listening very carefully right now and I am hearing something very quietly that is very very interesting.
See you at the debates, bitches!