I think though when I look back on this year, what I'm overwhelmed with most of all by it was the amount of love I got. And hopefully gave too. This year was filled with family and friends and love. What an awesome thing to sum up a year with. I am really thankful. And am a lucky lucky person.
And I have just had a chance to offload to benpayne about a problem at work and he made it sound totally fine and reasonable. And better. That's pretty awesome. (I have missed you B!!) See, there's this guy at work who I think has a crush on me. But I am not actually attracted to him. And for some reason, I was feeling bad about it, like responsible or that I have to do something or not enjoy how it makes me feel when I don't intend to take it anywhere ... as Ben put it ... it's okay to feel desired. Duh! Of course it is. How do I get my knickers into such knots!