girlie jones (girliejones) wrote,
girlie jones

When are the Blues just the Blues?

So I went back on the hormones on the weekend. I'm not happy about it but ... whatever. I've been feeling very down about a bunch of things this week. And you know ... it's been that time of the month. Thing is, how do you know the difference between passing mehness and the slippery slide? I got pulled aside and in trouble for something at work that I did yesterday and what bothers me is that it doesn't bother me that I got in trouble. I don't seem to care. And well, there's a bunch of things that have been pissing me off for a while so I probably think it's a bit rich to pull me up when they haven't done their side of the deal but ... yeah.

What I don't know is how to tell when it's artificial. Am I just down? Or would I feel better if I stopped taking the tiny pills? I don't feel as mellow as I have been feeling. On the other hand, I was mad as at work last week with a very short fuse and that was before I started. Obviously I have to ride it out and see if it passes.

It's just ... yeah ... it sucks to be back here, today. I guess.
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