girlie jones (girliejones) wrote,
girlie jones
girliejones

headdesk

There is no frustration quite like being frustrated with yourself. I guess it's fair to say I've spent much of the last 5? 7? 9? years feeling that way. So I don't know if it's more or less comforting to discover that I can still be frustrated at me even if I deal with all the crap that initially pissed me off about myself.

Kinda like ... always wanting to paint my room purple and couldn't be happy unless it was purple, until one day I did paint it purple and then realised that I actually hate the colour purple.

The above example is hypothetical. Purple is in fact my favourite colour. Except for green. And pink.

You see what I mean?

Got the sat'dee night ARGHS!

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This happened to me today - I was doing my grocery shopping and a friend of the ex's mother full on stopped me and made me justify and defend why I am not finishing my thesis. This shit seriously happens in my life. It's surreal. WTF business is it of hers?
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