Came home unwell this afternoon - was not quite right going into work this morning and must have been running a fever. I thought it was hot in the meeting room and stripped down which drew attention and C pointing out how rugged up the other 20 people in the room were, implying they were right and the room was freezing. I thought my building was over heated for much of the day too. I didn't feel sick but I felt off and eventually concentration waned and the call of lying down in a bed won and I went home. Slept for two hours. Watched a loooot of Enterprise (hey, they changed the tempo of the theme song in Season 3) and am starting to feel better.
My line manager thinks I'm burning out and suggested I work from home tomorrow or one day next week to break up the week (which sounds like the better choice).
I think possibly my Crohn's is slightly out of whack. I have had indigestion for about the last week and haven't eaten anything with tomatoes etc for that reason in days.
Which leads me back to the stressed thing. I have stripped back a lot of commitments and apologised and not made a lot of arrangements. I probably need to start seriously structuring TPP into my week and setting aside formalised work time. And have some kind of work schedule other than a to do list - I have started a spreadsheet but the number of projects that had to go into it to be managed was a bit scary. I'm sure this is all just the settling into the realisation that I really am laying down some more netting in preparation for the leap. Which I'm about to make.