girlie jones (girliejones) wrote,
girlie jones


Gosh darn it. I'll admit it. I'm having nightmares.

Every night now.

Not sure if that's better or worse than insomnia but I spose it means I've caught up on the exhaustion post break up and am now working on the processing of all of that. There's not a lot of room at the moment in my life for quietness and stillness for me to process what's going on and I think that's largely contributing to it. I took last week off and that was great but not enough. I guess it's never enough.

Last night I dreamed I was about to catch a plane with three of my old school friends. We were standing on the outskirts of the airport and we watched two planes crash into each other and fall to the ground. I could see the collision and then lots of black black smoke rising above the buildings. It was pretty distressing.

The night before that I dreamed an animal with clawed paws was trying to pull me out of bed from behind me and when I opened my mouth to scream, no sound would come out.

I know. I know. My mother would say this is all about my break up. Grr...

*goes to work on stillness of mind*
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