girlie jones (girliejones) wrote,
girlie jones

Also - on letting go

Things are going to have to change a bit when I get back, I think.

I'm ridiculously overly scheduled and have been for months. Lots of you already know this, especially when I have no room to move with spontaneous activities. Partly that's cause of my new year's resolution to only say no to invitations if I'm already busy. That's been a great resolution, even if I have been crazy busy - I've done heaps of things I wouldn't otherwise have done and I love catching up with people in RL. It's given me the opportunity to get a lot closer to a lot of friends, which has been awesome. It also means though that I am usually way booked up with stuff and can't much do things on the spur of the moment. But, that's life, eh.

And that's not the bit that I want to change, not really.

The bit I want to change, is something else ... something *much* harder to let go over and be less in control of. Eek. I think it's time to admit that I can't do everything at TPP *and* live my life at this pace. I have no idea what that actually means, in reality. But ... there it is. I need to let go of control of stuff, I guess.
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